I'm sorry, I have been posting privately here for the most part. I guess I am using this as a diary of sorts.
My emotions and sleep have been up and down. I don't think I need professional help quite yet, but this funk does feel profound. No longer just about a boy. Although I do wish he'd give me more attention. XD I know I'll get through it, I just wish I knew what it'll take to get to the other side.
I appreciate my friends. Keeping company makes things better.